Odsev

 

Vstopim v hiško ob jezeru,

objame me vonj lesa.

Pogledujem proti svetlobi,

v šipi se barva v zlato.

 

Na kavču je še nekdo:

moja postava izpred nekaj let,

ko sem bila nazadnje tukaj.

 

Sprva se ustrašim, da se bo naselila vame,

da bo s svojo rano predrla mojo zaceljeno kožo,

in bom začela pospešeno dihati,

zajemati zrak s površine.

 

Postava, potopljena vase,

ne vidi, da stojim z nahrbtnikom na vhodu

in jo z naraščajočo radovednostjo opazujem.

 

Tako dolgo, dokler se svetloba

ne stanjša v črto med nebom in jezerom.

Odsev odpira prostor globini.

Reflection

I enter the house by the lake,

the scent of wood embraces me.

I glance toward the light,

the window pane transforms it into gold.

Someone else is on the couch:

a version of me from years ago,

from the last time I was here.

At first I fear it will inhabit me,

pierce through my healed skin,

and I will start to breath faster,

gasp for air on the surface.

The figure, lost in its own world,

doesn't see me standing at the door, with my backpack,

as I watch it with growing curiosity.

I do so until the light fades

into a thin line between the sky and the lake.

The reflection gives way to depth.

(Translated from the Slovenian by Martha Kosir)

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