The recipient of the third annual Settlement House American Poetry Prize, LYUBOMIR NIKOLOV, was born in 1954 in Kireevo, Bulgaria. He worked for 10 years as an editor of Literary Forum, a weekly newspaper of the Bulgarian Writers Union. In 1991 Nikolov came to the United States and has lived in Montgomery County, Maryland since 1992. He is author of 11 poetry collections in Bulgaria, the United States, Argentina, and Austria.
QUINCES
July ripens and swells.
Did it happen? It was a dream.
Quinces are yellowing among the stars
like Saturn’s moons.
What will happen next? Whirlwinds
of opaque stellar dust.
But the branches will not break,
and quinces will still hang.
They will drop. All winter long
the snow will melt on them.
Fragrant and invisible mist
will rise towards the sky.
Up there in unreachable branches,
dizzied by the aroma,
the bird will sit on her eggs in a nest
padded with quince blossoms.
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VILLAGER
I’ll pull weeds. I’ll pick the ground clean.
I’ll swing the scythe. I’ll lug water.
I’ll tend a vineyard. I’ll make brandy.
I’ll praise saints and ancestors.
Every morning and evening
I’ll walk the nanny goat to the billy goat.
But if the barn owl has foretold
that my home will fall to ruin, so be it.
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FIRST STEPS
We will learn to walk,
mother.
We will learn to walk.
Now, when
walnut leaves
rain upon
the potato field
and the frog
with its turquoise back
jumps
through the autumn
canyons.
Now. Now
we’ll learn to walk.
The Lord is good.
You will get on your feet.
Without any help,
you will go there:
To the hearth.
To the well.
To the string of onions.
To the jars of jam.
To the barrel.
To the garden beds.
To my father’s grave.
To my grandfather’s grave.
To the bed of leeks.
To the bed of cabbage.
To the Milky Way.
FOG
The fog flows.
The mountains move.
Where are you going, boy
the stones ask me.
The stones in the dirt.
In the walls. In the river.
I raise my collar and shut up.
The fog carries me away.
Grapes hang from the vine.
I chew one. It is sour.
I planted pears for the worm.
Hazelnuts for the woodpecker.
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TIME
To be awakened by silence,
to realize
that time,
time itself
has aged.
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FIRE AESTHETICS
No matter how you put it
in the fire
the wood is beautiful
when it burns.
Even by itself
it is still beautiful.
But I love
the union of kindling,
logs
and leaves.
I love
for the fire to remind me
of the wood
before the ax
felled it to the ground.
I want to see it in a camera obscura:
At the very bottom,
in the ashes,
the leaves will blaze.
The branches
will grow from them.
The trunk will rise
among the branches
and roots will spread
inside the chimney
to wander among
smoky clouds.